CanaryFenicalm

I don't want to believe in God anymore. I don't think God exist... I always pray and pray and keep praying and last week she's strong... but now... I'll just pretend I didn't hear this news from my cousin. I always tell my grandma that I will show her my animations. I always show her my art and she's the only one on my family that consider my art welcome. I told her last week about the doll I bought from Japan and I wanted to show it to her in person and probably bring it when I go back to Philippines this summer and she laughed at me.... but... No... she's not dead... I guess this is all lies. I'm really depressed right now, I don't know, I